Life has changed so much since I’ve last been here.
I’ve been through pregnancy, a big move to a new home, birth, almost a year of motherhood and became engaged to my best friend in the whole world.
I love my home, my little boy and my fiancé. I love my life. That’s not something many people can say. I think about my past often and struggle with anxiety from it every day, but ultimately there is nowhere else I’d rather be than right here.
I’m happy with the choices I’ve made. I’m happy I had him, happy I said yes to him and happy I can pay my rent.
I’m also happy I never, ever have to see you again.
lajoiedespetiteschoses said: You have such a lovely blog!!<3
thank you so much! :)
they say hindsight is 20/20
and now looking back, i was an idiot for believing in you. they all are.
you take every chance you can get, to tear apart a good thing
i can’t think straight, sleep comes in waves
my heart is happy, and then it is hurting
i have no control and “i’m sorry” are my new favorite words
but i know you will be worth it,
you are so small
but you are one of the loves of my life